等待

一直以為年輕時代受過苦的人, 年紀大了應該會很有福報. 其實雖然說這個說法沒什麼不對, 但是也沒有什麼必然性. 對於我一直深深敬愛的您, 很遺憾, 這個說法不太成立.

化療這星期進入第二階段了吧! 您的種種痛苦我不能分擔百分之一, 人生就是如此無奈, 大家每天活著都好像在醉生夢死等待著某天發現自己得了什麼病. 然後等到那天真的來了再感慨世事無常.

懷念您做的包子--

Sorry Honey! I ruin your day

I left you this morning at school without a hug that you usually demand it so badly. Probably because I was upset with you for not being able to speak out all the months of year fluently. I left your classroom without turning my head, and soon realized I am messing the whole thing up. Turn around, heading back, you were crying at the door. Staring at you, I saw myself. Yes, I saw myself at your age - a little girl always waiting at the door for her mom's return from work. This scene takes a whole lot of memories of my childhood.

Guess there is never enough for me to learn how to properly behave as a mother, and see, honey, how slow my learning process is.

A hug from mom, it really means a lot! Sorry honey!