I Am Back, I Am Packed

I am back!!! From my last blog posting, it has been 1 year and 3 month. Many things happened... happy or bearing --my dearest uncle Mike passed away left with many unforgettable sadness; we finally moved in our new home and things started getting much smooth there after. Kids moved to new school learning Chinese as their prime language. An unexpected new car showed up in the garage upon my returning from Beijing. The only thing that does NOT change is my career worries. Unfortunately, when I sent out my holiday greeting card wishing everyone a happy new year, I carried this anxiety over for another year to 2008. I have lost courage and confidence to look at myself. Instead, I simply just buried it with junks day after day, night after night when I go to bed. The most unbearable feeling in the mid-life is the anxious ... hopeless and helpless. I am loosing my stage everyday...hey Jay... I watched you on the stage shine and bright. Remember this "Glory Good Old Time".